This guy I’ve been talking to on FB since NYE and been texting a bit for the last week wants to meet up with me tonight for a drink at south bank, and I am so nervous! So nervous that my head is like DON’T GO, DON’T DO IT. He wants to meet at 6pm which means I have to borrow my mums car, cause I don’t really want to get the train from ipswich to south bank and then back at night time. But I don’t want to have to explain to my mum what I need the car for, but omg I’m going to have to tell her and she is going to make such a big deal out of it so that kind of makes me not want to go either. 

I have never been on a real date before, I am freaking out so badly, trying to think of ways to get out of it. I am hopeless.