ah the struggle of wanting to continue reading, but knowing I should do some time on the treadmill.
Yesterday at work, me and Dee got called into a quiet room with our team leader and our manager, and our manager asked us if we knew what the standard hours at work are. And we obviously did, and then he said stuff about how if we’re busy, we should be mindful of perception and the hours we do, and maybe we should stay back and ask people if they need help. And basically once he got to the point, someone had complained to the team leader that Dee and I had come in late and left early some time that week apparently, I honestly am in on time most days if not earlier, and we always leave at 4 or later. I was shocked and voiced it and he said he has had to bring it up because it’s been brought up to him, but if we believe we are doing the correct hours not to worry and to just keep doing what we’re doing but also to be mindful of others perceptions and make sure to ask people before we leave if they need help.
After a bit more digging, it came out that it was LT my fellow admin who had mentioned it about me which really pisses me off, because she is supposed to be my friend for starters and has also prided herself in being honest and open with me, so why would she not just tell me if she thought I was taking the piss with my hours? Also she is constantly telling me about how when it is her late day she is going to leave earlier than she should. It really pisses me off because she is fucking with my job, and I have no idea why. But I very openly voiced my objections to my manager and he told me that maybe she is just stressed and having a bad week or maybe she is jealous of the relationship Dee and I have which is weird because she is always included. He also said that we shouldn’t know it was her that told them so not to say anything to her about it. Which I won’t, but at this point I don’t even want to speak to her at all? After we came out of the meeting she asked me what it was about and I said “oh, just about hours, apparently I’m not doing enough” and she rolled her eyes and looked sympathetic and I just wanted to tell her to fuck off. She is such a piece of shit. I don’t think she thought we would find our who said it, which we shouldn’t have but we did and now I feel like I can’t ever believe a thing she says anymore and I know I can’t trust her.
I feel like after Dee finishes in 3 weeks, work is going to become an extremely unhappy place for me to be. I’m also being moved to an end desk next week which I find extremely isolating but now since this has just happened with LT I’m not as upset, because I sure as shit don’t want to sit next to her anymore.
Just ordered the iPhone 6. So fucking stressful. I was trying to do an early upgrade but then it seemed like it signed me out of my account while I was ordering and put it through as a new order. So I had to do that “chat” thing and by the time they sorted it out all the 64gb iPhones were sold out so I had to get a 128gb one for $5 extra a month. So that’s $91 a month now lol ugh. But! I think I am eligible for a $10 broadband bundle discount which will take it to $81 a month, I think I can manage that.